Why Am I So Obsessed With Drugs? How Can I Keep From Reacting to Dxm Cravings?

Question by Random: Why am I so obsessed with drugs? How can I keep from reacting to dxm cravings?
I used dxm and I ended up feeling like I needed it because I was actually excited for the day when I got to get high, and I’m usually depressed and have anxiety.
Thanks to the anxiety and the fact that I have a bunch of creative ideas that I’m too afraid to be wrong about to put them to paper, I feel restricted when it comes to self-expression and in my daily routine, but not with dxm.
I liked that I couldn’t eat, I liked feeling less controlled, I liked that I felt creative and happy and it made my favorite music feel like it was the first time I was listening to awesome songs.

Later I found out that I have an addictive personality, I am now obsessed with the idea of trying other drugs, I read about drugs addiction and paychology. I fantasize about being high a bunch of times throughout the day and relate nearly all the songs I like to drugs even when I know for a fact that the writer was not talking about drugs. Why am I obsessed with this? No one else is, and I know no one WANTS to be an addict, so am I just not being honest with myself about glorifying it or is it just that I like being high too much?
I’m waiting to be an adult so that my parents know I’m getting or taking drugs, but I know I shouldn’t.

I end up craving dxm months afterward and last time ended up wanting to seriously injure myself and not leaving my room or the house for even important things because of it.
I want to know how I can make sure that the next time I crave it I do not end up starting to freak out about it like I did last time.

Before you mention getting a hobby I have several goals in mind that I am working toward.

Best answer:

Answer by DeannetheGreat
You need counseling, not Yahoo Answers.

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